4th of july.
what a wonderful birthday.
let me do the honours.

first off.
had a wonderful time waking up 8 in the morning.
just to send some rascals to the hospital for their check up.
i had to be the one doing it since i'm the uncle. apparently thier mom
was so busy untill she cant make the trip. but its alright. i'm glad to
run ur errands for you even tho its MY birthday. so its cool.
i know. i'm a very good uncle dont you think.
exciting.

hmm.
since the party was cancelled because i just got to know some idiot booked the wrong
date. or mayb it was not called for at the first place. i dont know. but its alright.
i enjoyed the excitement of getting to know that i'm going to enjoy MY EIGHTEENTH
birthday with the closest people in my life and then having to know it was taken away
just like that. anyways, refund the money. keep it for yourslef. you need it more then i do.
i dont care anymore. mayb this EIGHTEENTH birthday is a lesson for myself. never EVER
again get your hopes high. nahs its not your fault. even tho you still could have called earlier. WEEKS earlier if i might add. i still could have saved some shame for myself tho. but still, enjoyed the moment trying to think of apologies for those close people of mine. having all the burden of their hopes and enjoyment on my shoulders was something i hadnt felt. thank you for that. even tho i feel i have let so many people down. but i'm sure i'll get over it. i'll be like you. so easily i'll talk about how i'd enjoy myself on this day, how it would be A BRITHDAY TO REMEMBER. i would never imply its your fault. its always another persons fault. there you go. see, i'm not that evil after all.

even tho it breaks my heart to shattered pieces knowing you could ever do this. no worries. i'll get over it. one way or another no doubt. i'd remember this day perfectly. how an EIGHTEENTH year old pussy cried his heart out just for a fact that he wasnt able to enjoy his EIGHTEENTH birthday like how his other friends did. i'll always REMEMBER.

basically if you people out there to discriminate me in any way or what so ever. read. FUCK OFF. i'm being emotional. so? and once again to the people i've made hopes high. i'm in a million ways sorry. i'm glad i have friends like you. i wonder how i could ever face you guys again. thank you guys. and again it wasnt her fault. its never been her fault. its the idiot who booked the wrong date.
hmm. i wonder tho if that idiot seriously exists. pfft.

done.

taggie ___.